Not a Cheater

Being a scoundrel sometimes gives me bliss and sometimes gives me sorrow. I don't have a proper relationship. I'm not committed to anyone. Because when I do, I have to be loyal. And right now, monogamy is still not my thing. Not yet. After having such a nice-long-enough relationship that turned to be disappointment and pain, guess I'm not ready for it.

I just keeping men on my side as a friend. Really good friends. Well, I didn't do what friends should do, but I never say anything risky to them. If they love me, well, it's not my bad. It becomes mine when I fell in love with one of them. 

It is fair enough. No relationship, no drama, and everyone's fine. It's quite simple. I'm the righteous.

In fact, I can't guarantee that having a lot people around you makes you bulletproof. It doesn't.