#Now Playing: Real Friends

I think I'll stay in forever. I just hate how everyone fakin' to me.
I'm not the one who would do the small talk with people I hate.
And, seemingly I hate everyone at college right now.
I can say this bloody semester is the worst moments in my life.

Congratulations, life. You played me well :)
You brought me up so high, and throw me down sadistically.
You gave me hopes, and you take it all away just a moment.
Literally everything.

Am I not allowed to be happy in this life?
Am I not allowed to win everything?
Am I not allowed to have some real friends?
Am I not allowed to not feeling lonely just for once?

I tried my fucking best. Why do I even try?
I give my all for you, guys. Have I ever taking you all for granted?
I thought you all were my friends. My real friends.
But, real friend doesn't leave me behind. Never.

I regret open myself up to you guys. I regret everything we have done.
If I get another chance to live, I choose to not meet you guys ever again.
I got disappointed that bad. I hope I can live in the highschool sweetness forever.